The Lord gently reminded me Monday that I have to live with open hands & that I can't make these kids idols. He cares for them more than I ever could, He wants them to go to school more than I do, He wants them to have food & shelter more than I do - HE WILL TAKE CARE OF THEM! We were created in this world for one reason: to bring glory to God. That's what I want. For Him to USE ME, for Him to use these gifts and passions that He has given me, ultimately for lives to be changed.
I wish I could sit down with everyone of you and tell you the stories face to face like I have done the past two weeks with a handful of friends. I wish you could hear the passion in my voice, see the love on my face, and cry with me as so many have already done. I want these stories and these images to come to life! I want these people to be REAL PEOPLE to you and not just a face from the other side of the globe. I am praying confidently that God can USE me and USE these images and stories for His purposes, to bring Him glory. It's time that I stop being afraid and start believing in the power of my prayers and know that ultimately, the Holy Spirit will do the work. I'm just an instrument - use me Lord! So I'm going to start telling you the stories and continue to PRAY BIG that God can use us right where we are in America to reach the nations. Get ready :)
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Girl, I'm right there with you. I left Uganda/Ethiopia on July 27 and haven't gotten around to blogging (or even starting a blog for that matter). I find excuses like my kids keeping me busy, etc. I want to tell the stories of the children I met, but Satan keeps whispering that I'm not a good writer and there are other blogs out there that all say the same thing. Well God didn't send me on this trip for me to point to other people's blogs. My voice needs to be added!
ReplyDeletePraying you will find the words and I'll be reading it :) I'm making a goal of getting something started this weekend!