like a mother.

watched parenthood tonight for the first time since my "parenting" came with a face.
I seriously bawled at the end.
bawled.

is it normal to be nervous?
anxious?
this is becoming so real.
so so real.
I bawled tonight and cried out to god to keep our sweet Camp safe and healthy.
feeling a way I have never felt, a way I can't put into words.

feeling like a mother.

this week was nice to ignore email and facebook for a few days to just get caught up around the house, with WEP & Africa pics.
now I'm behind.
forgive me.
I'm leaving for a wedding in the morning.  one of my very best friends, Scarlett.
you know this emotional feeling won't go away.
last college bestie that got married, I cried for seriously 2 hours after she left the reception.
it's a happy cry.  but it's still a good cry.

praying tonight that Camp will be able to be moved to the foster home facility in Addis soon.
will you pray?
I'm ready to get updated pics of my baby and know that he is safe and healthy all the time.

more blogs and updates next week.
promise.

happy weekend early to me :)